confuse..

got this message from someone:

4:18pm
-i may not be visible/audible these days, but it doesn't mean "i dont CARE". im just busy with so many things. truth is, i dont like what's happening to me. because of this so important things that eats my "TIME", i ended -up being SELFISH. i dont know if you can still keep up on me, or if i can still return to the person that i was way back when, but let me assure you that even thru these times that im not with you, i still feel the same like the very way i did towards you when i fell inlove with YOU, & IM SO SORRY.

4:40pm
-i dont wanna hurt ANYBODY! il give my TIME if i could!!! but sometimes there are things that I need to PRIORITIZE, and at the same time of course, some things are need to be taken FOR-GRANTED.. its COMPLICATED when you know that things are not GOOD ENOUGH even if you know deep inside you'reonky trying to make things RIGHT. to think that not EVERYONE will even dare try to UNDERSTAND.. im just so thankful that on your part, YOU'RE TRYING!!!
-im just missin you so much..


oh well.. what can i say?