Thursday, November 7, 2013

Blessed Singleness

Celibacy. 

i know it's not my calling. Really. But nowadays, all i wanted is to be single. Period. I feel like im tired of all those sweet nothings (not to mention i am not one). I just wanted to free myself from all the responsibility of a (good and ideal) girlfriend. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to enjoy my life ALONE. Not thinking what time i need to go home. Who should i be informing my whereabouts. Haaay. I dont know what happened with my old thy self. I know i wasn't like this before. I know some as*hole made me to be like this. But what can i do? Here i am, already suffering from someone who do nothing but take me for granted. Now all i want is alone. Alone. In the real sense of the word. 

I hate texting 24/7. Nah. I cannot do that, anymore. Yes, before i was able to be like kitikitext but not now. I cant talk over the phone longer than 1 hour. Im getting irritated. I hate the PDA staff. I hate holding hands. I hate sweet nothings. 

Oh men, sure as hell im dead. 😶