Daydreamer

I've made it not for fun but for the sake of telling everyone how much I love the guy beside me. fine. he doesn't feel the same way, but i still love him just the same.

imiss cluster A

Dear Lord, thank you for friends who warm my life with their smiles. I pause to look back at days made more enjoyable, loneliness more bearable because of their companionship. Thank you for their honesty when I cannot be honest with myself, for letting me grow in my own time and for respecting my feelings. Thank You for the gift of friendship. and thank You for their lives that has been so much of a blessing for me.

With God's Blessing

While browsing, I've found a video in youtube of a simple marriage proposal but really sweet. hope you guys enjoy the video as much as I did.

For several days, I've been wanting to put an entry about marriage. Oh, all right, been thinking about it for a week now. How could I not? My facebook wall has been flooded by posts of different pre-nup photos and videos and marriage proposal and a lot more. How could I not be affected of that?

When I was a child, one of my weirdest dream was to become Nick Carter's wife. haha. That's one of the best thing about being a child, you can dream even the most impossible one without being pessimist that it might not come true. I don't give much attention to the details of the wedding as long as my groom is none other than Nick Carter. But of course, I grew up and realization hits me that I cannot marry the guy because he is unreachable.

And now that I have turned 24, what would I want for my wedding? Honestly? Still no idea. I wanted to get married, yes, but I think it wasn't for me. I really don't know. I have this feeling that I will be aging without someone beside me. I am not worried though, but I will be sad in any case that it will really happen.

Being a product of a broken family, for many years I have longed for a complete one. I envy my classmates and friends who has a mother that would always prepare their food, always check on them, and a father who would get into fights if ever his daughter would cry. I envy those things. And so I promised myself that if ever God will allow me to get married, I wouldn't let my children experience what I have gone through. I promised to give them a family that they will forever treasure.

I do not want to sound churchy but one of my prayer is this: I am not asking God to make me a millionaire, I just wanted to have a simple family, and that family will serve Him. I am excited to see my children in their ministries, while me and their daddy are in the ministries as well. I am excited to see us, the whole family, as we attend the Sunday Service together. I am excited for all of that. The only hope I have now, is the hope that God will honor the desires of my heart.

Missing Me

a very heart felt song. :(

hazeline bianca

happy birthday to my dearest friend and sister bianca. my review days wouldn't be that happy without her. true enough, friendship can't be measured by the longest time you spent together, but during those times that you've been for each other, it maybe happy times or sad, up or down, as long as you are there, you have proven your worth as a friend. thank you hazeline bianca, i've been much stronger and braver because of you. :)

You and me sitting on a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G

Oh you could just pretend to be with her all day
remember the feeling when you first held hands today
imagine her in your favorite white dress
smiling as if she thinks that you're the best
she tell you
you and me, sitting on a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G
you tell her baby hear me out will you marry me tonight
we're in this make believe reality and baby it's just you and me

coz when tonight she holds you tight
you wonder if your fantasy is right
coz when reality comes to play you realize you couldn't maker stay

Hey daydreamer you gotta be prepared to leave her in your fantasy
coz when it's over, you gotta make sure
that it's you who'll be with her

oh you could be her soldier, her knight in shining armor
i'm sure you wanna make her feel how much you love her
and you wish to God that she can see the world in your eyes
so she can realize that she's the girl in your mind
and you don't mind if you don't make it out alive
coz you knew right from the start that she's a boy killer

and i couldn't believe we're dreaming
i couldn't believe we're leaving this world for one with more fantasy
just you and me, so that tonight we both can finally be
Hey daydreamer