run away..

yan ang drama ko kaninang madaling araw.. nagkasagutan kami ni mommy kanina.. naglayas ako..

nilakad ko simula sa house hanggang sa gate ng subdivision.. pagdating dun, nagtricycle ako papuntang bayan,.. then nilakad ko hanggang church of god.. buti na lang tulog ung mga tanod.. good thing hindi ako nacurfewhan..

sa church, nakita ako ni kuya ronnie.. sya ung guard dun nung time na un.. we talked.. then he prayed for me.. not knowing kung anong nangyayari sa bahay..

ayun, kinontak na pala nila lahat ng mga kaibigan ko na pwede ko puntahan.. cavite or manila, tinawagan nila.. they even called dhen.. akala daw kasi nila dun ako pupunta.. pati si rob tinawagan.. ayun.. umuwi din ako ng umaga.. umalis naman ung mom ko.. we didn't talk..

pag uwi nya ng hapon nagsorry ako.. as usual, ganon naman yata lahat ng mommy.. never matitiis ung anak.. and i heard iinvite yata nila si rob for dinner tomorrow... hmmm let's see what will happen..

sa lahat ng naistorbo ng mommy ko kanina madaling araw, sorry.. and thank you.. mwaaahhh

a poem from arman..

“Thank God”

Thank God for a friend
Who’s faithful and true
Who’s gentle and wise
Who comes when I call
A friend who remains
When dreams don’t come true
A friend who’s there
When there are tears in my eyes
You’ve been such a precious
And wonderful friend
You’ve always willing to share
And offer your helping hand
You’ve been lovely
So caring and dear
You’re world is lively
Full of comfort and cheer
You’re someone special
I admire and adore
The joy when I’m with you
I can’t just imagine
Oh how I thank God
For giving me a friend like you
And I want you to know
I will never leave you…………. 



-he made it for me,, alam nya talaga kung paano ako mapapasaya.. i love him.. i really love my friend..

after graduation..

life after graduation is a boredom.. no more laugh trips.. more serious things come.. i have to go to school for review.. i have to go home to read some more.. i have to sleep because same thing will happen tomorrow..

i miss my friends.. we have less time to talk.. less time for more chismis.. less time to be together..

this is life after graduation..

what more after the board exam?

far from my baby..

It's my baby yuri.. a present from dhen.. it was given during my last birthday (july 14)..

i'm supposed to put it beside my bed, but since we (me and my sis) share the same bed, putting yuri beside me was not possible.. so i decided to put it above my drawer..

but we just had a general cleaning last sunday.. why? because my mom will be coming from london and we don't want her to see our staff not in place.. my tita decided to put yuri inside a big box.. oh! im not going to see her again unless i want to pull her back from the box, which surely i won't do.. i miss her so much.. it's been 6 days since i last saw her.. the only thing that will allow me to see her is that we must have our own house so that i can freely put her inside my own room and let her sleep beside me on my bed.. i hope she's fine right now inside that big box with other staff toys..

i lost my bestfriend..

it was taken during our review on one of Dr. Clemente's lecture.. i'm with ate she.. she's been with me since 102 duty.. our age gap was never a hindrance for us to become close.. she's seven years older than me, a registered med.tech, but decided to study nursing.. our friendship was way too far from our other groupmates.. she's been my bestfriend.. she knows me too well, as much as i know her..

i never imagined our friendship would end this soon.. we got into some kind of misunderstanding.. actually, my fault they said.. she said something that hurt me.. but for me, it was nothing.. i respected her so much.. i guess i looked up to her as my big sister.. for me, her words are not intented to hurt my feelings but it's just a piece of advice.. i was the one who said sorry.. but she said that she can no longer bring back the closeness that we have.. she wants me out of her life.. i insisted that whatever happens didn't affect me at all.. i told her that i already forgot what she said and that it was nothing for me.. but she also insisted that we have to part ways.. since i can't do nothing about it, i decided to separate from my friends.. we have the same circle of friends that's why i avoided them all.. not because i hate them but because i know that she wants me out of her life.. i can't do that if i still join them..

well i guess that's how life goes.. sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.. sometimes they left you behind, sometimes it's you who left.. i hope nothing like this will happen again in the near future.. im afraid that if something like this ever happen again, i might get trauma and avoided to have a new friend..

nothing lasts forever..

this was the first book of sidney sheldon that i've read.. i never imagined that i can finished this one in just two days,.. most of the time, when im reading a novel, it would took me a month before I finished it.. either i would fall asleep while reading the novel or just get tired of it.. but this one's really different.. i can easily relate with the story cause in the first place it was in a hospital setting.. and second was there's no page in this book that you'll get bored.. it's really amazing.. and while reading his book, i can tell literally that i can't just put it down though i have something to do.. i hope everyone can get the chance of reading his books.. so great!

the long wait is over.. :)

6 more days to go,... GRADUATION DAY.. it really feels great to see my name on the lists of the students who will be graduating for march 2008 batch..

well, it isn't really easy to be one of them.. lots of hard works.. lots of sacrifices.. lots of lack of sleep.. lots of encouragement from other people when things seems to go wrong.. and most of all, lots of prayer whom i really depend on..

four years was over.. im happy? happy will underestimate my feelings.. i really feel great..

congrats fellow students.. see you on our graduation... :)