Kiss and Make up

inaway ko sya. inaway nya ko. i think it's pretty normal for friends to argue or quarrel. as long as at the end of the day, they'll forgive each other, make up for the mistakes and pain they brought toward each other and  forget everything that happened. 

ang agang pang-aaway ko oh! haha

he used the account of kuya A. oo nga naman, sya nga lang pala tumatawag sakin ng bebe sa multi hehe..

finally natapos din ang pag-iinarte ko haha. :)

direct message in twitter. ^_^

Daydreamer

I've made it not for fun but for the sake of telling everyone how much I love the guy beside me. fine. he doesn't feel the same way, but i still love him just the same.

imiss cluster A

Dear Lord, thank you for friends who warm my life with their smiles. I pause to look back at days made more enjoyable, loneliness more bearable because of their companionship. Thank you for their honesty when I cannot be honest with myself, for letting me grow in my own time and for respecting my feelings. Thank You for the gift of friendship. and thank You for their lives that has been so much of a blessing for me.

Hey, You're Hurting Me. (just so you know)

That awkward moment when you think you're important to someone, but you're not.

-oh i hate such feelings. and i am actually feeling it now. it wasn't the first time though at hindi lang sa iisang tao ko to naramdaman. hindi ko alam kung may nakasabit sa leeg ko ng: "friends tayo pero dapat hide mo lang yung friendship natin".

i don't wanna be a cry baby but i am definitely not okay right now. i don't know what i did wrong or what i say wrong but someone just keeps on making me feel that i am less important and it's hurting me. oh geez!! and i am crying again? is it for real? seriously??

is it late to have a Christmas wishlist? (they say, everyday it is Christmas anyway)

here's mine:

i wanna meet someone who would not be ashamed that i am his friend.

speaking of which, am i UGLY? am i a whore? am i not worthy to be friend? napansin ko lang, meron akong ibang "kaibigan ko daw" who would act different when we were with a crowd and when we were alone. pag ikaw lang ang kasama they would act as if you are a princess and that you are very much special and blah blah blah pero pag marami ka ng kasama, they would just ignore your presence. what's wrong with you?? can't you just act normal?? is there anything wrong with me hanging around you? if that is so, eh di wag nyo akong kaibiganin. it's not hard to do. geez! you're just my friend so don't act as if boyfriend ko kayo ng patago because you are not!! and stop telling me that i am important because your action suggests a different story. :(

have you ever experienced that moment when suddenly you just cry? at one time you were happy then the other minute, tears just poured out of your eyes?

sending LOVE at Christmas time

Pasko naman diba?

(without second thought...)

Me: (dialing Marci's number)

(connected..)

Me: hello..

Him: ang mahal naman nito, long distance pa.. Hello thess..

me: hi.. pwede kay Xiane? (and i was just thinking, pano nya kaya nalaman na ako yung tumatawag..)

him: ayy, tulog na sya eh..

me: ganun? sayang di ko sya naabutan na gising..

him: alam mo ba kung anong oras na dito?

me: yep 11pm.. kala ko lang kasi maabutan ko pa syang gising..

him: maaga daw kasi sila bukas, punta silang tagaytay kaya maaga natulog..

me: ah ganun ba?

him: oo, nagluto nga lang din dito sa bahay eh.

me: ah, anong niluto nyo?

him: dinuguan saka tapa. alam mo naman na hindi ko kinakain yun..

me: ah oo nga hehe.

him: gift ko pala?

me: ano bang gusto mo?

him: isa lang ang gusto ko.. hehe

me: except Mac Pro.

him: yun lang gusto ko eh. hehe joke lang yun.

me: except yun. hehe

him: joke lang.. hehe

me: sila kuya arnel lang naman malakas ang loob magsabi ng gift. ikaw hindi.

him: wag na ok lang hehe.

me: pm mo na lang ako pag may naisip ka na hehe except mac pro. haha o sige na, ba-bye na ha?

him: uhmm sige, Merry Christmas thess. kahit alam kong walang Christmas dyan.

me: Merry Christmas din. meron naman Christmas dito. wala nga lang Sunday Service.

him: ah ganun ba. uhm yun nga walang service.

me: meron pag friday, wala lang pag sunday.

him: ah ganun?

me: uhm sige, babye na.

him: Merry Christmas ulit.

me: Merry Christmas.

him: salamat sa tawag thess.

me: ok..

him: bye.

now what? c'mon! it's Christmas. I wanted to be happy. And hearing his voice would definitely make me happy. pagbigyan nyo na ko, wala naman kayong magagawa kasi tapos na diba? :)

at around 11pm here (3am in the Philippines) he posted something on my facebook timeline.

"Merry Christmas"

and indeed, it was a merry merry Christmas for me! :)

+_+

my news feed on facebook was again flooded by the status of my church mates. while reading some of it, my lacrimal gland (the duct producing tears) won't stop functioning. i know God has done something wonderful in their lives today during the Christmas Cantata and I didn't experience it. I am envy on how they experienced His love. If I could, I would go back to the Philippines right away.

a friend once told me that being alone doesn't mean being lonely, but right now, being far away from the people I love most and spending this entire Christmas season alone means I AM DYING.

T E A R S

for how many days now, my Lacrimal gland won't just stop functioning.

With God's Blessing

While browsing, I've found a video in youtube of a simple marriage proposal but really sweet. hope you guys enjoy the video as much as I did.

For several days, I've been wanting to put an entry about marriage. Oh, all right, been thinking about it for a week now. How could I not? My facebook wall has been flooded by posts of different pre-nup photos and videos and marriage proposal and a lot more. How could I not be affected of that?

When I was a child, one of my weirdest dream was to become Nick Carter's wife. haha. That's one of the best thing about being a child, you can dream even the most impossible one without being pessimist that it might not come true. I don't give much attention to the details of the wedding as long as my groom is none other than Nick Carter. But of course, I grew up and realization hits me that I cannot marry the guy because he is unreachable.

And now that I have turned 24, what would I want for my wedding? Honestly? Still no idea. I wanted to get married, yes, but I think it wasn't for me. I really don't know. I have this feeling that I will be aging without someone beside me. I am not worried though, but I will be sad in any case that it will really happen.

Being a product of a broken family, for many years I have longed for a complete one. I envy my classmates and friends who has a mother that would always prepare their food, always check on them, and a father who would get into fights if ever his daughter would cry. I envy those things. And so I promised myself that if ever God will allow me to get married, I wouldn't let my children experience what I have gone through. I promised to give them a family that they will forever treasure.

I do not want to sound churchy but one of my prayer is this: I am not asking God to make me a millionaire, I just wanted to have a simple family, and that family will serve Him. I am excited to see my children in their ministries, while me and their daddy are in the ministries as well. I am excited to see us, the whole family, as we attend the Sunday Service together. I am excited for all of that. The only hope I have now, is the hope that God will honor the desires of my heart.

NARS

Pag pala nurse ka, marinig mo lang ang diet ng patient alam mo na agad kung ano or saang part ang sakit niya.

Me and my cousin went to Reek Mall a few hours ago.. He wants me to meet his friend and decided to dine out for a change. (tinatamad na din kasi kaming magluto kasi palagi namang fried yung kinakain namin hehe.) While eating, their conversation lead to their other friend, Thea. Kuya ron was asking how was she and ate Mamasang (geez, I forgot her name, yan kasi tawag sa kanya ng pinsan ko haha) said she's fine but barely goes out of the house. I wasn't eaves dropping because I was with them on the table but I managed to put on my headset so I will not be able to hear their conversation. feeling ko kasi medyo sensitive. But before I press the play button of my play list, I heard ate mamasang again speak about Thea and said that she is still in a "low salt diet." And in a snap of a finger, an idea came in. "Thea has a kidney problem."

They continue talking pero hindi ko na naiintindihan yung pinag uusapan nila because I wasn't paying attention and can no longer hear them. Suddenly they looked at me as if asking me a question so I turned off my music and joined in the conversation. They were asking about the creatinine level, how does kidney problems can be solve, about the dialysis, kidney transplant, how one will end up having kidney troubles etc etc. I answered all their questions to the extent of my knowledge about the disease and I think they were satisfied in every questions that they had. Nakakatuwa pa kasi sabi ni ate mamasang, pareho daw kami ng sinabi nung Nephrologist (The Doctor/ Specialist for kidney problems) na nakausap nila. Naisip ko na lang, pareho lang kami talaga dapat ng sagot kasi kung hindi, malamang ang isa samin eh nag-aral ng kidney ng insekto at hindi ng tao. hehe. at syempre baka ako yun kasi specialist na sya. haha.

I just feel so blessed and honored to have this kind of profession. Though I can't say that I am using this for a living, at least I know na kahit papano may natutunan ako and magagamit ko yung mga natutunan ko sa mga taong nasa paligid ko. Glory to God for the knowledge I have received.

Missing Me

a very heart felt song. :(

some point of view

Ang pag-big ay sobrang makapangyarihan, kaya mas mainam na pinagiisipan.

- a post from facebook.

i was just wondering, pinag-iisipan ba talaga? i mean, kung pag-iisipan mo lang ang pagmamahal, para mo na ding sinabi na pwede mo din pag-aralan ang magmahal? that your mind can find reasons to love someone?

falling in love is a good thing. in fact, it is unimaginable. the feeling is so wonderful and it might be true that words aren't enough to describe it. so how can someone say na dapat pinag iisipan yun? love comes from the heart. (oh yeah, medically speaking, heart has nothing to do with it, the brain, hypothalamus to be exact, releases the hormones that is said to be responsible for our emotions including love.) but for me, loving is something that one can't find any reason at all why it is happening. because if your mind has produced some reasons why you fall in love, then 99% it can also produce the opposite reason why you shouldn't fall in love. and if your mind can do it, why then there are people who, no matter what happens, no matter how hard their situation maybe, no matter how painful the circumstances are, still won't let go? it is because even if their mind's telling them to stop, their hearts won't. kaya nga may unconditional love diba? kasi kung mind ang papaganahin mo, then it would just end up to be a conditional love. when you find fault with that someone, you'll let go..

whenever i would pray, palagi kong naaalala yung sinasabi sakin ng tatay alan ko. (one of the core in the medical ministry.) sabi nya: "when you pray, allow God to enter your heart, hindi pwede na hanggang isip lang yung ioopen mo sa Kanya, dahil ang isip ng tao, kayang mabasa ng demonyo, pero ang puso mo, kung ano ang totoong nilalaman nyan, kung ano ang totoong mahalaga para sayo, hindi kayang basahin yan ng kaaway, kaya bantayan mo ang puso mo at hayaan mo na si Lord ang pumasok dyan."

hazeline bianca

happy birthday to my dearest friend and sister bianca. my review days wouldn't be that happy without her. true enough, friendship can't be measured by the longest time you spent together, but during those times that you've been for each other, it maybe happy times or sad, up or down, as long as you are there, you have proven your worth as a friend. thank you hazeline bianca, i've been much stronger and braver because of you. :)

Tears + Pillow

they should be included in the 7 wonders of the world, because they do wonders! they always make me feel better.

when no one can see me, when i am hurt by people around me. when i can no longer turn to anyone. when i am so much tired of everybody. when everything seems okay but in fact it is not and i can no longer bear the pain, my easiest escape is crying.

and my pillows? at least it won't brag me on what i should do or what i shouldn't do. it wouldn't tell me the rules. it won't tell me the right and wrongs. it would jut stay there, as if trying to hug me and comfort me and tell me that everything's gonna be all right. at least even for a short period of time I can burst out all the emotions hidden in my heart.

and when the sun shows up the next morning, i am ready to wear my happy face once again. not because i am pretending to be strong but because i SHOULD be strong.

me and you

this photo was taken last november 6, 2011, two Sundays before I leave the Philippines. I left Blossom in the Multimedia room and when I came back, his laptop's beside mine and so i took some shots. :)

You and me sitting on a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G

Oh you could just pretend to be with her all day
remember the feeling when you first held hands today
imagine her in your favorite white dress
smiling as if she thinks that you're the best
she tell you
you and me, sitting on a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G
you tell her baby hear me out will you marry me tonight
we're in this make believe reality and baby it's just you and me

coz when tonight she holds you tight
you wonder if your fantasy is right
coz when reality comes to play you realize you couldn't maker stay

Hey daydreamer you gotta be prepared to leave her in your fantasy
coz when it's over, you gotta make sure
that it's you who'll be with her

oh you could be her soldier, her knight in shining armor
i'm sure you wanna make her feel how much you love her
and you wish to God that she can see the world in your eyes
so she can realize that she's the girl in your mind
and you don't mind if you don't make it out alive
coz you knew right from the start that she's a boy killer

and i couldn't believe we're dreaming
i couldn't believe we're leaving this world for one with more fantasy
just you and me, so that tonight we both can finally be
Hey daydreamer

Victoria is STILL Victoria

i got it from my cousin's closet. said he saw Victoria's boutique and the items were on sale so he grabbed several stuff to be his pasalubong for our relatives in the Philippines for the upcoming Christmas season. i never used lotion way back home. i just don't like the texture of my skin whenever i put some. i just get this two because it is still a Victoria's Secret (though i am not also a fan hehe). never thought that this two would be useful to me while staying here in Dubai. i hate the weather here really. my body can't adapt to it until now. my skin got so dry, and using a skin moisturizer is a must for me.

L O V E

"i thought that you deserve someone better than me but when i'm with you, it's like i'm better than me." -Tank; My bestfriend's girlfriend

would it really be possible for someone to be better than his/her usual self whenever he/she's with someone? i supposed yes. whenever we, people are motivated by that someone we love, we do things extraordinarily. we do things we didn't expect we could do. ask me why and my answer is this: I DON'T KNOW.

the only thing i know is that we are capable to exceed beyond our limit for that thing called L O V E.

Teary-Eyed

that's what i felt after seeing the photos of the Medical Ministry for their Christmas party. yesterday (December 07, 2011) the party was held in the function room of our church, the Church of God Dasma, and the theme was The Wig Party. the idea was from the core and as expected, the event was wonderful and victorious.

i received a lot of text messages before and after the said party. told me that they missed me and wished that i was there. i was feeling the same way too. i wouldn't trade them for anything in this world, and if only i have a choice, i wouldn't be here. i would gladly be with them than anyone in the world. i just missed them so much it made me wanna cry. :(

here are some of the pictures taken during the party. (i get it from doc wahlia's photo album in facebook)

believe it or not, kulang pa yang mga yan, not even half of the whole team :)

they do love pictures, proven and tested, in every event ^_^

my dearest core, tatay alan with his baby abiel, tita razelle,

doc wahlia (our ministry head), doc queenie and ate marcelle

with Pastor Jet Javier, department head of Outreach

this is during the praise and worship

Rejection

how greatly it is to tell someone that you miss them? that you love them? for me, hearing these words from someone would mean so much to me. ang sarap sarap kasing pakinggan. parang nagkakaraon ka ng reason na bumangon araw araw because you know that there is someone who loves you. who looks up to you. who will be there when you need them. who would care when somethings went wrong. who'll stand beside you and who will fight for you, not for any other reason but simply because they love you.

but i came to a realization that saying these words can sometimes be as hard as forcing yourself not to fall asleep when you have been sleepless for 72 hours straight, that no matter what you do, you can't stay awake. you have to give in to what your body demanded you to do. to rest. to fall asleep.

i finally understand why other people can't say these words because I, myself have experienced it. it all summed up to one word. REJECTION.

it is true. saying these words can bring happiness to someone. if and only if, someone has responded positively. and that's the reason why others would choose to stay quiet and say not a thing at all. because somehow they know their love is one sided.

loving doesn't hurt you. rejection does. :(

Only After Marriage

i don't condemn any race from all over the world really. i don't think that someone has the right to say that a certain group of people are racist. for me, it's a no-no. i believe that we are created equally and fairly by our Creator.

but of course, i can have an opinion to other races, i think i am entitled to that. and from my past experiences, especially through the social network, indians are not included to those i wanted to be friends with. they are very much vocal when it comes to sex and i find it irritating and disrespectful.

that's another reason why staying here in dubai is not on the top of my list. i know for a fact that most of the populations here, except for arabic and pakistanis, are indians. and there's a higher percentage of talking to them everyday than not. and i hate that.

but as they say, things do change. a friend of mine has a 26 year old indian friend. he once went in the place where we lived and stayed there for a night. they drink til dawn. questions and answers were everywhere maybe to get to know each other better. and a part which cannot be forgotten is this one:

guy: i am not yet ready. (for sex). i am a virgin.

friend: when are you going to be ready for it?

guy: ONLY AFTER MARRIAGE.

it is true. not all indians are sex maniac. haha. i was glad that my friend's friend wasn't included to those people. at least i know he's different. and that he stands for what he believed in even if people will laugh at him.

*salute to that indian guy! i didn't get the chance of meeting him because i don't drink and just managed to stay in my bed, blogging. :)

Mesmerized

and so i was mesmerized. i was stunned for a couple of minutes when i saw his updated display picture in facebook.

Beloved

after posting my blog about Jedidiah, i went to check on my facebook account. i decided to update my status kaso wala akong maisip.. tungkol pa din kay Jedidiah yung naiisip ko. maybe because i was wishing that the Lord will call me that name too. so then i wrote this:

sana JEDIDIAH din ang tawag sakin ni Lord nung pinanganak ako. :)

mark arias liked my status. we had some comment/chat asking kung bakit maaga kami nagising. and then another notification appeared.

Marci Sang-olan commented on your status. "Beloved.."

at syempre di ko ineexpect na may manggugulo. haha.

marci: Beloved..

mark: at sino naman si "Beloved"? haha

marci: haha.. pangalan ni Solomon (Jedidiah) yun bro.. 2 Samuel 12:25

mark: i know that kuya.. =) parang may iba pa kasing Jedidiah si thess eh. =P

marci: ewan..

wala lang. medyo kinilig lang ako.. haha pareho yata kami ng naisip ni mark, feeling ko tinawag akong beloved ni marci. haha. pero syempre hindi totoo yun.. see his reactions?

JEDIDIAH

-Jed-ah-dye-ah (pronunciation)

-the meaning of the name is "Beloved of the Lord."

i am doing my devotion in the book of 2Samuel when i read this. this is the name given by the Lord, through the prophet Nathan, to Solomon when Bathsheba, the wife of David, gave birth.

and i had this thought: when my mom gave birth to me and named me Marites, what must be God's name for me? i guess i wouldn't know it now but i am adding this question to my personal list of soon-to-be-ask-questions to God. when that day He would be calling me comes. :)

Hungry? Have a bite.

i'm not into chocolates really, but staying here in Dubai makes me different. there were really times that i am going out in the middle of the night just to buy one. i don't know. maybe because medically speaking, chocolates has serotonin -we call it the happy hormone, which of course as they say, makes someone happy whenever they eat it. or maybe because these were my comfort foods. aaarggghhh! and i will admit it, chocolates here in Dubai are really cheap. so much for the low-cost of food, i'm eating it all now. haha :D

time check: 1:01am

i have nothing to say. and nothing to write. gusto ko lang ng bago.. while doing this, busy din ako magchat sa facebook account ko. madami na ding gising sa Pinas.

i wonder how i really feel now. it seems weird. feels like there's an empty space inside me but i can't figure out where. can anyone explain it to me? :l

Blog Title

"Let no one speak after my last heart beat."

it wasn't my idea actually. i get it from a friend who's very very dear to me. this was written to her "ABOUT ME" in friendster. may kadugtong pa nga yan actually, "morbid? that's me." she was the one who taught me how to do blogs. sya ang may kasalanan kung bakit from 2006 eh nagrarant na ko through writing. haha. hindi naman nya ko personally and intentionally tinuruan mag blogs. nagkataon lang na nabanggit nya yung blogsite nya and from then on nasanay na ko na paghaharap ko sa computer, isa yung blog site niya sa automatic na binubuksan ko. i fell in love with blogging and tried doing it.

my first site was childishheart04, because way back then i was really childish and knew it by heart, but dediced to delete it. para kasing napaka nonsense ng mga pinagsususulat ko dun. madami pang sumunod dun. di ko na nag matandaan yung iba. then came leaveitdead. don't know why i come up to that address. can't think of a blog title for that site, hanggang sa bigla kong naisip yung nabasa ko sa about me section ni ma'am beegee sa fs. and there, nilagay ko. wala naman sigurong copywrite yun hehe.

then 3 days ago, leaveitdead became thessiiieeeee. why? maybe because i became matured somehow and learned that leaving something as if it doesn't exist isn't the right thing after all. i learned the hard way. but im just glad that this site (though the name was changed) is still here. still here, waiting for me to write again.

he's giving me pre-ventricular contraction!

after so many months, yep, he's still giving me that feeling.. HE'S MAKING MY HEART BEAT SKIP! nakakatawa nga eh, wala naman syang ginawa kundi mangamusta diba? yun lang. and told me that he's praying daw na magkaron ako ng madaming insight while staying here, pero yung heart beat ko kakaiba. i though my heart flutters. gusto kong sumigaw sa sobrang kilig! halaaaaa!

Scrapbook

these are the photos of the scrapbook that i gave to marci before leaving the Philippines. just wanna clear things out, i am not imitating the movie "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" where the guy also gave his secret crush a scrapbook before leaving their city. i already planned this thing before the movie came out. im just waiting for the right timing of when im gonna give it to him but i can't find one. was waiting for his birthday and make it a present but then my plane ticket was scheduled two weeks after his birthday so i decided to wait for that day before i finally give it. i don't wanna see his reaction because i was thinking that he might not wanna like it. i gave it on the last night before my flight. i got what i wanted, give it to him without seeing his reactions. just put inside his bag where i found open in the multi room. good thing he was nowhere to be found hehe.

Usapang Last Day

wala naman akong ginawa masyado. nung hapon umattend ako ng medical fellowship. i give thanks for what the Lord has done for me and bid my farewell as well. ang sinabi ko bakasyon lang naman ang reason kaya ako aalis, a part of it was true kasi tourist visa lang naman ang meron ako, i didn't tell them that i am going to look for a job here in dubai. pero kahit ganun yung sinabi ko di pa din maiwasan na hindi umiyak. feeling ko kasi matatagal talaga akong mawawala and mamimiss ko ang medical family. masyado akong naging dependent sa presence nila sa buhay ko. maybe because i longed so much for a family and they were the one who filled that longing. kaya ang hirap magpaalam.

after the fellowship uuwi na ko dapat, nung pumasok ako sa Multi room nandun si Tim (anak ni nanay carol so basically dapat kapatid ko sya.) sabi niya sakin "ano ba yan, aalis ka na lang at lahat di ka man lang nagpaSB."(starbucks) sabi ko wala akong budget kasi nga aalis ako. when i went out biglang nagyaya si Leslie mag SB, treat daw niya. eh naisip ko bigla si Tim so pumasok ako sa Admin room and nagyaya ako sabi ko treat ko sa mga gustong sumama. hehe. people in there were kuya kim, kuya arnel, tim, firmo and marci. lahat sasama except for marci. maybe naisip nya na hindi sya welcome kasi hindi kami in good terms during that time. pumasok si marci ng multi room and i went after him. silang dalawa ni kuya aladen ang nandun.

me: kuya aladen sama ka?

kuya aladen: san?

me: SB. treat ko.

kuya aladen: sige.

me: marci, ikaw sama ka?

marci: pwede ba?

me: oo naman. :)

while walking, si kuya arnel, kuya kim at firmo yung mga kausap ko.. pagdating namin sa SB, last kami pumasok ni firmo, hindi ko alam kung sinadya nila pero the only vacant seat for me eh yung sa tabi ni marci. hindi din naman kami nag usap actually. tatlong beses ko nga lang narinig na ako ung kinausap nya. first nung tinanong ko sya kung anong pastries ang gusto nya at sumagot sya ng "ikaw na lang yung bahalang mag-order para sakin" honestly, hindi ko alam kung sinusubukan nya lang ba kung until now eh alam ko pa din yung mga favorite nya or itatry ko orderin yung mga dating inoorder nya pag magkasama kami. second nung picture taking na and they decided to take some photos of me and marci ang sabi nya na pabulong "ngiti ka naman". and third nung nag-uwian na kami ang sabi nya "salamat thess."

sabi ni leslie nung naglalakad daw sila, nagtanong si marci kung aalis daw ba talaga ako, she said yes and marci again asked her, "bakit ang bilis?" leslie didn't know how to answer that so she decided not to. baka daw kasi masabi niya "bakit di mo tanungin ang sarili mo kung bakit aalis si thess?"

anyways, here are some of the pictures taken during that time.. these are just the sneak preview.. all photos are uploaded on the Last Day page. :)

i wish he'd look at me, the way he's looking at you

BREAKING NEWS: Typhoon Ruby was nowhere to be found!

the storm has ended, and a child was born. if that is so, then he is a survivor. God must have loved him that much that even in his natal day, God chooses the time when everything's calm and peaceful. God didn't allow Ruby (the typhoon during that time) to be a hinder in his delivery. He must be special in God's eyes. -well, these are just my opinions the way i see things, i wasn't even there in the first place, and definitely the Creator's thoughts are far higher than mine.

And for that one special child, a survivor of the storm, i pronounce blessings upon you, the good Lord in heaven will bless all the works of your hands. You and your family will prosper. The Lord will bless you beyond your imaginings. I rebuke all the works of evil in your life. Nothing will harm you for you are protected by your Father in heaven, the God of your ancestors Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. You have said in Your word Lord God that whoever believes in Christ is a descendant of Abraham and will receive what God has promised (Galatians 3:29) and now, i claim it, that this child will receive all the desires of his heart that is according to Your will. I pray that this child of Yours will not lose that fire in his heart to serve you more and more. May his words, and his life continue to glorify Your name. Be magnified Lord. Be glorified. In Jesus Christ Mighty name. Amen.