Friday, December 30, 2011

Kiss and Make up

inaway ko sya. inaway nya ko. i think it's pretty normal for friends to argue or quarrel. as long as at the end of the day, they'll forgive each other, make up for the mistakes and pain they brought toward each other and  forget everything that happened. 


ang agang pang-aaway ko oh! haha

he used the account of kuya A. oo nga naman, sya nga lang pala tumatawag sakin ng bebe sa multi hehe..
finally natapos din ang pag-iinarte ko haha. :)

direct message in twitter. ^_^

Daydreamer


I've made it not for fun but for the sake of telling everyone how much I love the guy beside me. fine. he doesn't feel the same way, but i still love him just the same.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

imiss cluster A

Dear Lord, thank you for friends who warm my life with their smiles. I pause to look back at days made more enjoyable, loneliness more bearable because of their companionship. Thank you for their honesty when I cannot be honest with myself, for letting me grow in my own time and for respecting my feelings. Thank You for the gift of friendship. and thank You for their lives that has been so much of a blessing for me.

Hey, You're Hurting Me. (just so you know)

That awkward moment when you think you're important to someone, but you're not.

-oh i hate such feelings. and i am actually feeling it now. it wasn't the first time though at hindi lang sa iisang tao ko to naramdaman. hindi ko alam kung may nakasabit sa leeg ko ng: "friends tayo pero dapat hide mo lang yung friendship natin".

i don't wanna be a cry baby but i am definitely not okay right now. i don't know what i did wrong or what i say wrong but someone just keeps on making me feel that i am less important and it's hurting me. oh geez!! and i am crying again? is it for real? seriously??

is it late to have a Christmas wishlist? (they say, everyday it is Christmas anyway)

here's mine:
i wanna meet someone who would not be ashamed that i am his friend.

speaking of which, am i UGLY? am i a whore? am i not worthy to be friend? napansin ko lang, meron akong ibang "kaibigan ko daw" who would act different when we were with a crowd and when we were alone. pag ikaw lang ang kasama they would act as if you are a princess and that you are very much special and blah blah blah pero pag marami ka ng kasama, they would just ignore your presence. what's wrong with you?? can't you just act normal?? is there anything wrong with me hanging around you? if that is so, eh di wag nyo akong kaibiganin. it's not hard to do. geez! you're just my friend so don't act as if boyfriend ko kayo ng patago because you are not!! and stop telling me that i am important because your action suggests a different story. :(

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

have you ever experienced that moment when suddenly you just cry? at one time you were happy then the other minute, tears just poured out of your eyes?