You. Fvcking. Need. To. Move. On.

Naranasan ko na din naman magpakatanga sa love eh. Yung tipong lahat talaga ibibigay mo para mapasaya lang sya kahit alam mong nababalewala ka lang niya. Kahit kalimutan mo na yung sarili mong kaligayahan. Uunahin mo sya kasi pag masaya sya, nagiging masaya ka na din. 

Pero dadating ka din sa time na magsasawa ka. Hindi dahil kulang ang pagmamahal mo sa kanya kundi marerealize mo na hindi ka deserved sa mga ginagawa niya sayo. 

One of the best way to know your worth is to realize that you are worthy to be loved. Pag kasi nalaman mo na karapat dapat kang mahalin, dun mo makikita kung panong pagtrato ba ang dapat na binibigay sayo ng taong mahal mo.

Pero pano pag alam mo na yung worth mo pero sya, hindi pa din niya alam kung anong halaga mo? Simple lang. Let go of the things or people that hurt you. Masakit, oo. Pero hindi ba mas masakit pag nandun ka na sa point na ikaw mismo eh hindi mo na kayang mahalin ang sarili mo dahil nawalan ka na din ng tiwala sa sarili mong halaga?

You. Need. To. Fvcking. Move. On.

Because at some point in time, there'll be that someone who will love you completely. Despite your flaws and mistakes, he'll be right there beside you. Tiwala lang. Dadating din yan. Wag mong sayangin ang ganda mo sa isang taong hindi nakikita kung anong meron ka. Prove him wrong. Prove him that you are a princess and deserved to be treated like one. 

Blessed.

Blessed beyond expectations. I don't know why God loves me this much but i am grateful. What would happen to me if He doesn't know me? 

Blessed Singleness

Celibacy. 

i know it's not my calling. Really. But nowadays, all i wanted is to be single. Period. I feel like im tired of all those sweet nothings (not to mention i am not one). I just wanted to free myself from all the responsibility of a (good and ideal) girlfriend. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to enjoy my life ALONE. Not thinking what time i need to go home. Who should i be informing my whereabouts. Haaay. I dont know what happened with my old thy self. I know i wasn't like this before. I know some as*hole made me to be like this. But what can i do? Here i am, already suffering from someone who do nothing but take me for granted. Now all i want is alone. Alone. In the real sense of the word. 

I hate texting 24/7. Nah. I cannot do that, anymore. Yes, before i was able to be like kitikitext but not now. I cant talk over the phone longer than 1 hour. Im getting irritated. I hate the PDA staff. I hate holding hands. I hate sweet nothings. 

Oh men, sure as hell im dead. 😶

Iphone is powerful :)

This. Trying out my phone for blogs. Cool. :)

let's fall in love

dahil 5 days ang bakasyon ko due to holy week celebration + araw ng kagitingan, at dahil wala akong budget para mag out of town (kahit yun naman ang unang plano ko), i have no choice kundi ang mag movie marathon na lang sa bahay. actually movie marathon ng mga pinapalabas sa tv ang ginawa ko. at dahil holy week, ano naman ang ieexpect mong mapanood sa tv? ano pa, eh di love story.

until i finally realize that love story movies are really far from reality. walang gagawing matino ang mga palabas na to kundi ang paasahin ang single na katulad ko. haha.

why so bitter? simple lang, movie writers give false hope to single ladies that there is a wonderful love story waiting for them. yung sobrang nakakakilig. yung gagawin ng lalaki ang lahat ng effort para maiparamdam sa isang babae na sobrang mahal niya to. yung mag-aaway pero magkakabati din kasi hindi nila kayang iwan ang isa't isa. and most of all, yung isasacrifice nila or iiwan nila ang lahat para sa taong mahal nila. that's pathetic! because obviously, hindi naman totoo yun. those were created by mere imaginations.

stories that will make every girls in town to create more pathetic stories of their own. at syempre ang kapartner nila sa story na yun eh yung secret love nila, or worst than their secret love eh yung mga celebrity crushes nila, na ni wala man lang idea that they are being fantasized by someone from the other side of world.

*sigh* i must admit, i am a victim of these one. i have lots of great stories on my mind that no one knows. kahit nga yung mga kontrabida kasama sa imagination ko. i also have my own script. i cry if the situation demands me to do so. haha, you see how crazy i am? (yeah!) masyado nga kasing paasa yang mga movies na yan. :)