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my news feed on facebook was again flooded by the status of my church mates. while reading some of it, my lacrimal gland (the duct producing tears) won't stop functioning. i know God has done something wonderful in their lives today during the Christmas Cantata and I didn't experience it. I am envy on how they experienced His love. If I could, I would go back to the Philippines right away.

a friend once told me that being alone doesn't mean being lonely, but right now, being far away from the people I love most and spending this entire Christmas season alone means I AM DYING.